Just venting…
My bestfriends are thousands of miles away… So I have nowhere to vent…
So I decided to let my thoughts out in my blog…
At the moment I feel like Im in a midlife crisis…
I mean Im still young but I have the experience of a fifty year old!!!
3 hubbies and 3 kids…
Don’t get me wrong… Im happy where I am right now..
But I cant say I’m content…
Actually I feel stuck…
For you people who don’t know me…
I’m used to working… Hard working.. most of all I’m used to getting a fat check every 2 weeks… and I’m used to working for an above average pay…
Now, I’m a 24 hr house mom… No paycheck and no life… And here I am starting over applying at low paying jobs…
Friends can you imagine me as a cashier??? or even a janitor??? food preparing?? (I AM DYING!!!)
Dreams… My dreams are getting cloudy… where just a year ago were at my fingertips…
When will I finally be content and happy??? Its either I’m content and lonely/sad… or I’m happy and overwhelmed with drama… wishing for something else…
Is there an in between????
